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gamgee_fics ([personal profile] gamgee_fics) wrote2010-12-23 06:21 am

Without Bell

Title: Without Bell
Rating: G
Genre: General
Length: Ficlet, 500 words
Warning: None
Subject: The Gamgee's first Yule after Bell's passing. For [livejournal.com profile] periantari.



Without Bell

Hamfast is 58, Hamson 19, Halfred 15, Daisy 12, May 8, Sam 4 and Marigold 1
Yule 1384 SR

Daisy and May had spent the better part of two days making the wreaths as decorated the doors and mantles. They’d gone out early the week afore to get all the trimmings and fruit as they’d be needing for them, and dried them all out as their mother had taught them. Hamson and Halfred hunted for the Yule log at the orchard where the Yule trees grow. They’d worked a week at that orchard, helping to haul and trim trees for the gentry that come to buy their logs, just to be able to pick out their own. Missus Rumble had done her bit, watching over Sammy and Goldie while the others were at their work.

Me, I did my best to decorate the smial proper. I’m sure I got some things wrong. I couldn’t right remember where the Yule candles went, there were so many of them. Mayhap Bell had never been able to remember either. I did remember where she put all the hangings for the tree and we decorated it with the ribbons and paper flowers she’d liked best. I’d forgotten the receipt for the egg-and-grog and had to get it from Daddy next door, but as soon as I tasted it I knew it weren’t the same. She’d always bake bread for everyone on the Hill. That at least I was able to do, as well as the gifts for First and Second Yule.

Come First Yule, Hamson and Daisy helped with making dinner, while Fred took the little ones to deliver the loaves and other gifts. I made sure as they were bundled up tight against the cold afore they left, but I was worrit the whole while they were gone. Last we wanted was for another one of us to take sick, not after May had been so ill. Not after Bell. They came back safe and warm, laughing away, just in time for dinner.

We sat to table and my six beautiful children looked at me, eager to eat. For it being our first time, it looked and smelled as fine as ever afore.

“What are you waiting for then?” I said. “Eat up!”

“Daddy!” Daisy said. “Mama always said somewhat afore we ate.”

I thought for a minute. Bell always knew what to say to make us all feel treasured. Words had never been my strength. That’s what my hands were for, as she had said. I looked down at my hands but they did naught for me now. Best not to think it over too much then. “It’s been a long year. We’ve had our lumps but we’ve had each other. Now eat up, afore the food goes cold.”

“Good one, Dad,” Hamson said. Fred, Daisy and May smiled and dug in, dishing out food for Sammy and Goldie also.

We ate and laughed and remembered the good times, just as in Yules past. For a time, it nearly felt as though Bell were there again, watching over us.



GF 12/22/10
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[personal profile] dreamflower 2010-12-23 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh how beautifully sweet! Poor Hamfast, trying to make it all right for his children. He's not an eloquent hobbit, but everything he says is so heartfelt! You can tell how hard the children are trying as well.

I love the last line. I am quite sure that Bell was watching over them!

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you, DF! They are all trying to make Bell proud by celebrating properly. Of course, she would be proud of them no matter what, and I'm sure she enjoyed this Yule as much as they did. :)
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[personal profile] shirebound 2010-12-23 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Bell always knew what to say to make us all feel treasured.

That's the nicest legacy anyone can leave their family. :)

This is lovely.

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
Bell was certainly treasured by her family.

Thank you, dear!

[identity profile] althea-lady.livejournal.com 2010-12-23 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
This was such a sweet and happy little visit with the Gamgees; nevertheless, I found myself tearing up. I love the Gaffer showing his tender side.

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
The Gaffer rarely shows it, but he's a real softie when it comes to his family. There was some sadness to be sure, but they celebrated properly in honor of their mother and wife.

Thanks for reading!

[identity profile] ex-lbilover.livejournal.com 2010-12-23 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Gamgeefest, this brought tears to my eyes. I can just picture the poor Gaffer trying his best to fill in for Bell and makes things the same for his children. Bless him. Such a beautiful ending, too. *hugs you*

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
They all tried their best to make Bell proud by remembering their traditions. They may have felt her absence, but they felt her love and affection as well. ((hugs))

[identity profile] periantari.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
i love your Sam icon! <3

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
Isn't it a great one? I'm snagging it to save for when I get more icons. :D

[identity profile] mews1945.livejournal.com 2010-12-23 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
This made me cry. I love the Gaffer in this, doing his best to give his children the kind of Yule Bell would have given them.

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
They all tried their best, and if it wasn't quite the same, they still managed to enjoy it, which is really the most important part.

[identity profile] addie71.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
Hi, here from Mews!

This is beautiful. The Gaffer really did have a lot on his hands with six children to raise alone. Bless his heart, he did a wonderful job.

For a time, it nearly felt as though Bell were there again, watching over us. ~ Lovely.

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
Hi again, addie! *waves*

He certainly did have a time of it, but lots of friends and neighbors to help. It's clear from how much Sam thinks about him during the Quest that he did a wonderful job indeed.

Thanks!

[identity profile] periantari.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
I like the paragraph about what Gaffer did during the this Yuletide time. Sounds melancholy yet hopeful for the Gamgee family.

For a time, it nearly felt as though Bell were there again, watching over us.
Always feel that way about what those who have passed would do.
THanks for this GF! Appreciate it! Happy holidays and happy new year! :huggles tightly:

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-24 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome, Peri! And thanks for being so patient! (((hugs)))

Bell is certainly looking over them, and enjoying their holiday as much as they are. They have much to grateful for.

Happy holidays!!

[identity profile] cookiefleck.livejournal.com 2010-12-25 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Very nice glimpse into the Gamgee home and written from the heart. Good job!

[identity profile] gamgee-fics.livejournal.com 2010-12-25 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, Cookie! I love your icon. :)

[identity profile] i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com 2010-12-30 09:43 am (UTC)(link)
Oh poor them. It must be hard to go without your mama. Bitter sweet and beautiful, dear.

[identity profile] gamgeefest.livejournal.com 2010-12-31 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
It would be indeed, especially with such young children as they are. They're a tight net family.

Thanks, dear!